Everyone knows.
No matter how much I try to hide it.
Everyone can see it.
My speech.
My body movements.
My actions.
My style of dress.
It’s like everyone can tell I’m different.
It would be a very minor thing like everyone else, but it isn’t.
People are avoiding me, like a parasite.
People are refusing to speak to me, like I’m not there.
And those who do just make fun of me.
I seem to be unable to fit in with the normals.
It just makes me lonely.
I’m a single person, with no one to go to for help.
I wish to change myself, to be in line more with the normals, but no matter what, I can’t change what has been embedded within me since birth, like it was an unbreakable curse.
I can only wish for something better.
Somewhere where I can be accepted for who I am.
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Date: 11/19/2021
Mental Disorder
One Plus Zero